So....I seem to sit here and twiddle my thumbs quite a bit these days. i keep thinking i should be more productive. Things are just flying by. It's april again, dont know where the time between last april and this april went. Still fluctuating in that strange place between frustration and contentment...ambition and laziness...dreams and life. Not sure what to do about it but keep swinging. 2 more years and i'll be a doctor. scary thought. 2 more months and i'll be practicing clinical medicine. 2 more days until i have to be in the hospital again to see patients. 2 more hours til i have to go to sleep. 2 more minutes until my chin falls asleep while i rest it on my USMLE books as i type this entry. where does the time go. WIsh i knew. I'd follow it and steal a few moments back. ¶ 23:10