There always seems to be those things in life that just can't be avoided. Things come to an end and new things start. Why can't i just push pause? It sometimes feels as if life were a large vehicle plodding slowly down a dusty road dragging me behind it by a rope. I'm its reluctant passenger digging my heels into the ground while gripping the rope tied around my waist; moving forward and onward before I'm ready or willing to move. ¶ 21:27